its been forever

I know it has been a long time, and I do appologize if someone has checked back on this...
it was crazy... a time when we didnt talk... where I moved on but still thought of him every day. The last 2 weeks we have been talking again... he is spending alot of time back home in Portland. I never went there to see him... he leaves in like 24 days or something like that. It is very hard, but at least I brought him back into my life. Never ever throw that stuff away, never lose it.
I am scared for when he is deployed... expecially now that there are even more civil wars happening around the world.. in places like Russia. Another one of our soldiers was killed this week... Josh Robbert i believe is his name... my heart goes out to his family.


Never let go of anything or anyone you love.
light and love always,
t